Wednesday, January 17, 2007

possibly a little worried..

My sister is changing. and i don't know if it's in a good way or if i like what she is becoming. many things could have caused her to change---heartbreak (god knows she experienced enough of that this past semester), college, or new friends. but it's noticeable. she's a little less kind, a little more hard and uncaring of others. she's a little more out for herself, and has a lot less time for her family. she's forgiving of those who have hurt her repeatedly, and harsh with those who have stood beside her. her priorites are harder for me to understand.

maybe i'm just afraid to let her grow up. maybe i'm tired of seeing the people that truly care about her be pushed aside. maybe i need to loosen up and let her change. after all, change is a necessary part of life, and i changed over the years.

but i'm not the only one who feels that this change might not be for the better.

i just wonder how this is going to turn out.

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