Last night with the help of whiskey and beer i drove miami away.
The good old defense mechanism kicking in. yes..i am a douchebag.
i had a good thing. but i was frustrated that it couldn't be everything...at least not yet. i stated that it was probably a good idea not to talk anymore because this obviously wasn't going to go anywhere. i was impatient, pissed off, and my disillusionment with guys was brought to the fore. and i took it out on poor miami. i was demanding, drunk, and girly. i was a moron on wheels.
waking up with a hangover is bad enough. waking up knowing that i alienated one of the best people in my life right now just makes me nauseous.
i wish i had patience and wasn't emotionally fucked up.
but short term solution?
an apology to miami, and swearing off J.D. for a very long time.
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