college fever

i need to get away.

away from the same people, same location. away from from places i get drunk at way too often. away from what seems like the same night over and over, only with different outfits. away from the realization of my rapidly approaching adulthood. away from cold and wet and wind. away from a situation that is rapidly becoming too complicated for me to handle.

my solution?

Miami.

it even sounds like what it is. decadent. warm weather, beautiful blue water, sands dotted with beachgoers, and hundreds of miles away from here. i'll be with girls that i choose to hang out with, girls who don't cause drama and whose main priority is to see how intoxicated they can get and still get stand. my kind of people.

the thing is....there's a boy in miami.
and he happens to be the person that my friends and i are staying with.

i know, i know.
but he's really cute.
and fun.
and grown-up with goals.

he makes my immature, guarded little heart flutter.

so even though i am going to miami...it looks like i might only be trading one complicated situation for another.