Sunday, April 15, 2007

nothing isn't as fun as it seems

i have a whole lot of nothing to tell.

no guy action, a lot of schoolwork, and sleeping or working. nothing inspirational or beautiful has happened to me in a while. i'm in a funk and it sucks ass. a lot of things have been bothering me lately, and it's all building up into one big ball of shit. i have no motivation or creativity. everything is starting to bog me down.

because i'm tired of gossip. i'm tired of drama. i'm tired of my friends being weird for a night. i'm tired of being bitchy. i'm tired of not having fun. i'm tired of worrying about the future, of being alone, and of watching what i say. i'm tired of people not being real, of rumors being spread because there's nothing better to do, and of having to work to try to find what underneath a casual flirtation.

i'm just so goddamn tired.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

take a nap. i'll even let you borrow my snoopy pillow if you ask nicely.