i am terrible at resisting compliments. more so than most. especially when they come from males. When a guy begins to compliment me, i fantasize. i think, "hey, he probably really means this. he sounds so sincere. what would we be like together? i bet we would be an awesome couple. i bet he's a good kisser..." and so on and so forth. these tangents in my head are harmless.....when i'm single.
however i am not.
single that is.
so last night i happen to come across an alumni who brings up memories of my crush on him from freshman year. and wouldn't you know that i get kicked in the ass by karma or fate or whatever you want to call the ironic controllers of our lives. this alumni confessed that he has always been interested in me but never had the balls in college to act like he wasn't joking when he brought it up. so of course he finds the balls to stop playing games now...when i have a boyfriend.
typical.
naturally i do the fantasizing thing that i described above, and naturally i stop myself because it is wrong and awful to do because i am in a loving relationship, even though the alumni is unbelievably cute, sweet, and available. so now i'm frustrated and confused, because having stuff like this happen when i have a strong relationship is not good for said current relationship. especially when the alumni was an unfulfilled crush when i was younger, and knows exactly what to say now that i'm all grown up.
i've never been good at resisting temptation.
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