it's the truth really. my current boyfriend is so good to me. even though he has these little faults that drive me crazy, he has so many good qualities that offset that. he's kind, funny, smart, and successful. and he loves me to distraction.
so why does it sound like i'm convincing myself?
the thing is...my heart doesn't jump when i see him. and when i'm looking at a serious commitment, shouldn't that be a red flag? i feel like we're puzzle pieces that, at first glance, look like a perfect fit. you match them up, and everyone is convinced that they are the right pieces. however, when you actually try to put them into the puzzle, the fit isn't ....quite...right. thats how i feel. that my boyfriend and i just aren't quite the right fit.
but i'm going to give this a shot. because edges can be shaved and corners can be cut to make a fit.
i just hope i don't completely lose my individual shape by trying to make this relationship work.
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