Monday, July 16, 2007

i'd like to be twelve again please

i have an interview tomorrow. a real job interview. in a real financial corporation with real grownup money involved, and real grownup hours. the interview is for an internal wholesaler position.

yeah, i know. doesn't it sound great? all sorts of responsible and solid.
the sad thing is, i can't get myself to care whether or not i make a good impression.
that's a horrible attitude to have.



how come when i was a kid, or even last year before i graduated, my dreams seemed so bright and shiny, and now appear a little ragged around the edges and stained from too many compromises? nowhere in my dreams did the words "internal wholesaler" appear.



god save me from being a grownup.

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