Time to take a step back.
i'm getting too caught up in Red Head and i'm losing my perspective. i will not let myself lose the upper hand in this relationship, or whatever the hell it is between us. i find myself wanting to see him more often...like every day more often. yet at the same time, i am freaked out and dismayed by that same impulse. i do not want to be the girl that finds any excuse to talk to him, or one who actively initiates situations that he is only a passive receptor of. i do not want to become "accessible, convenient upstairs hookup" girl. i deserve attention and admiration and wooing. i want some effort made in my direction dammit.
Deep breaths.
i need to get back my mojo.
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