update

it's been too long and so many things have happened.

i have a real job. and i LIKE it. which in itself is a friggin' miracle. especially since i kind of luckily fell into it.

i have a boyfriend. it's been almost 3 month now and i haven't gotten bored or itchy feet. and he's great, despite the fact that sometimes i feel like i am training a particularly stupid dog. he's sensitive and caring and unique. he's definitely someone i would never picture myself dating. but there you have it.

things are going well. so well that i am waiting for the world to drop on my head with my fingers crossed.

i'm just hoping that this good fortune isn't going to run out exactly when i need it most.
which sadly it has a habit of doing.